LET GO.

i don't want to feel.
i don't want to see.
i want to be buried beneath stones-
pulled under,
sucked in to the ocean's fury.
i do not want your stares-
your cold words and icy tongue,
a torture to my soul.
i want to leave you- i want to leave the earth.
i do not belong here anymore
i have lost my place in this world
my one plea is to vanish- melt away and be forgotten.
do not think of me.
do not touch me.
do not speak of me.
i am my own and i choose to leave.